As it has been written on my bio, yes, the reason I made this account is simple. I need to write about what I’ve been thinking lately, probably share it to others and not feeling worry of a chance they would scroll down and read my first heartbreak story.

I used to write my thoughts in my blog (it’s there since I was in middle school so…..), WHICH WAS NEVER UPDATED THESE PAST TWO YEARS 🥲 because I’ve been holding back to write. Not knowing it soothes my mood the best. All this time, I was not taking risks, I play safe. I don’t want to be controversial, I am the gray. Well, I was wrong, again. Because, being controversial made me who I am now. I am the controversy.

So then, the next question is, what should I write? I used to write my thoughts on certain situation or a certain topic that has been current discussion in society. I wrote in anger, in rebellion, in sadness, in worry that people will actually believe that discussion platform is right whether it matches their experience or not, in order to be different. No, that’s not who I am now.

I am a young adult that cook for a living, yet trying my best to put more passion in it, financially independent, craving more vacation, being in a serious relationship, finishing my studies, applying a 9-to-5 job with my skills in customer service, loooove to hang out with closest friends, and not having a good relationship with the fam. I am a human being.

Then I found the answer, I just need to pour my heart out.